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Sunday, February 05, 2012

Freedom Rules

Youth Choir Tour 2010 
Virginia Beach, VA
June 8-12
 
{blogging by lea marshall}
 
 
Freedom Rules Email erin@fbctlh.org

slideshow

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& here is the link for all the photos... http://gallery.me.com/leamarshall#101146
 
you can download the movie, and any or all photos from lea's website. click the download button at the top of the page or just click on a photo you like and then click the download button to just get a few of your favorite photos.
 
enjoy.

last leg...

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we just had our last supper (together) and are on the last hour or so of the trip... 
 
we are not sad. we are happy to bring you loud teenagers home to you. get out of your hot tub, dry off, call those fancy restaurants where you have fine dining every night and tell them they won't be seeing you for another year... and get in the car and head up to church... oh, and make sure you have some tide detergent ready to go. they do need to wash their shirts tonight to wear tomorrow night (sunday) at the home concert (which is at 6:00 p.m. at fbc. the kids have to be there earlier to warm up and do a sound check). hope to see all of my blog readers there!
 
one more devotional for you first. to put you in the right frame of mind to greet your lovely children.
 

 devo #6 NO BOUNDARIES!

 

okay so i have had a lot to say about rules and commandments and boundaries... all good stuff (just agree with me here, it will make it all go easier for you). and hopefully all Biblical stuff. and maybe just maybe you are starting the think differently (more biblically) about those boundaries and freedom. but there is one area where there are no boundaries... 
 
one area where we REALLY like to put them up, but they aren’t there... 
 
the area called GRACE. called God’s forgiveness. His power over sin.
 
i love what jon acuff has to say about this boundless grace. he has a great blog called “stuff Christians like” (http://stuffchristianslike.net) and here is a part of a blog post he wrote about God’s grace which has no limit...
 
We sometimes establish a limit to grace and God’s love. We start to draw boundary lines on grace and it’s not the first time we’ve seen this kind of thing happen.
 
There was a guy in the Bible who was the worst. He was such a failure. He lied once and got an entire village murdered as a result. A priest and his family were killed because of his lies. He committed adultery. He cheated. He trusted in his own strength instead of the Lord’s. And when he did, when he failed, thousands and thousands of people died as a result. His family suffered from incest and murder and his hands were so covered with wrongfully shed blood that eventually God wouldn’t let him do something really important.
 
Now imagine if that person was a commenter on Stuff Christians Like. Imagine if they confessed to homicide and adultery and a laundry list of other sins. I mean there have been some crazy comments on this site, but no one has ever said, “I saw this girl online and thought she was really hot, so I slept with her, got her pregnant and then arranged on craigslist for her husband to be killed.” But this guy, the guy in the Bible, he could have left that comment. And if he did, would you or me or the writer of that email instantly think, “He didn’t take grace too far?” No, we’d be horrified. We’d be terrified.
 
So how is he referred to in the Bible? Here is what God says about him:
 
“I have found David son of Jesse a man after my own heart,”
 
What? Are you kidding God? David, the murderer? The adulterer? That can’t be right.
 
Surely David himself knows what a mess he’s made. Aren’t we all our worst critics? David knows that there is blood on his hands. How does he describe himself in Psalm 26?
 
“Vindicate me, O LORD, for I have led a blameless life; 
I have trusted in the LORD without wavering.”
 
No. No. No. David hasn’t led a blameless life. He hasn’t trusted in the Lord without wavering. He ran away and got people killed by trying to cover up his tracks when he was afraid. How can David say these things? How can God say these things?
 
Because grace is scandalous.
 
Grace does not make sense to our tiny human brains. We can’t control it. We can’t draw boundaries and borders on it. And when we try I think it breaks God’s heart.
 
I think we insult the cross when we act as if we can “out sin” it.
I think we wound our father when we think we can “out filth” his love.
I think we hurt our Christ when we believe that we have found the end of his grace.
 
I know, I know, I know that it is possible to mistreat the Lord. To blasphemy his name with our actions and our attitudes. David certainly did and he paid the consequences. 
I don’t think we get discipline orgrace. I think we get both. 
I think discipline is a by product of grace and in my own life I have received large amounts of it.
 
But above that, I think God understood the grand risk when he offered us grace. A book called “True Faced” called it the New Testament Gamble. I think God knew the risk that we’d misunderstand grace and try to take advantage of it. I think he knew we’d try to find the limits of it with our sinfulness. Which is why he made it limitless, which is why he made grace infinite and never ending.
 
I don’t know what you’ve done. I don’t know your life or the bumps or bruises. Maybe you actually have murdered more people than David. I don’t know. But I do know, we serve a God who accepts our repentance and confession. We serve a God who when offered a chance to reveal himself to Moses, chose one thing to show, the most important thing, his goodness.
 
We serve a God who “rises to show us compassion.”
 
A God who delights in you.
 
A God who sent his son to the cross not to show the end of his grace, but rather the beginning.
 
 the SAME GOD who loved you enough to create boundaries and to reveal them in His Word for your freedom is the same God who has NO BOUNDARIES on His Grace so that when the Son sets us FREE, we are FREE indeed. 
 
sometimes we get this law=freedom thing backwards. we think keeping the laws makes God love us more. makes us RIGHT with God. makes God do things for us. makes us love God more. nope... it doesn’t. the law is there to show us that we can’t keep it perfectly, and to show us our need for BOUNDLESS grace. and to make us grateful for our Savior and Lord.
 
keeping all 10 commandments perfectly will make our life work better... but even if we could do that (which we can’t)... it still would not put us right with God. only accepting His Grace, His Perfection, His Love to take our place on the cross. only admitting that every day each one of us crosses over the boundaries into the danger zone of sin and selfishness and that even more than the LAW, we each need a Savior who is RIGHTEOUSNESS, who obtained our RIGHTEOUSNESS on the cross because we could not obtain it on our own. the law could never save us. so Christ came to be the law for us. because we broke it over and over and over again. the law points out our need for GRACE... it doesn’t become grace to us. only Jesus did that.
 
galatians 2:16 & 20- 21
     {we} know that a man is not justified by observing the law, but by faith in Jesus Christ. So we, too, have put our faith in Christ Jesus that we may be justified by faith in Christ and not by observing the law, because by observing the law no one will be justified.
     I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing!
 
in knowing what Christ has done for us... what He gave to us... how He suffered and died for us... that leads us to such gratefulness. such humbleness. that we yearn to keep His laws. we learn to love His laws. we look to them with gladness. with joy. with all our hearts, we should echo david’s sentiments in that INCREDIBLY LONG psalm. did you read the end of it the other day... if not, here it is from the message version. say these words to God today... let Him hear your love for His Law
 

psalm 119: 169-176 (the message)

 Let my cry come right into your presence, God; 

      provide me with the insight that comes only from Your Word. 


   Give my request Your personal attention, 

      rescue me on the terms of Your promise. 

 

   Let praise cascade off my lips; 

      after all, You've taught me the truth about life! 


   And let Your promises ring from my tongue; 

      every order You've given is right. 


   Put Your hand out and steady me 

      since I've chosen to live by Your counsel. 


   I'm homesick, God, for Your salvation; 

      I love it when you show Yourself! 


   Invigorate my soul so I can praise You well, 

      use Your decrees to put iron in my soul. 


   And should I wander off like a lost sheep- seek me! 

      I'll recognize the sound of Your voice.

 
i wish you were all on the bus right now (even though it would be very crowded) because they are doing this final devotion. in each double seat there is one high schooler paired with a middle schooler and they are taking turns reading the devotional out loud to their partner. reading God's grace to each other. and being God's grace to each other.
 
to have written some of the words they are reading out loud is incredibly humbling. to know that God uses sinners like me to write His Words is nothing short of His scandelous Grace. He always like to choose the "least of these", the weakest, the least deserving to lavish His love upon. i know that is true.
 
but so much better than my words are to hear them reading God's word to each other. i pray that are hiding it in their heart. that it is sinking to the very marrow of their bones. may it sustain them. may it haunt them. may it bind them in. may it be their delight. their boundary of freedom.
 
may it be all that to me. and to you.
 
keep checking the blog in the next few days for the link to the slideshow (which i have worked on all the way home and is fabulous to say the least). i will also post the link to see ALL of the photos from this week (all 400+ of them). you will be able to download any or all of the trip photos onto your very own computer desktop to have them printed up poster size.
 
i do want to thank lizzie for loaning me her macbook to work on this week. i could not have done this blogging or worked on the slideshow on the bus without her generosity and her trust in me not updating her facebook status since i had her computer. thank you lizzie. i love you and i love your macbook. in that order. maybe.
 

devotional #5

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up and on the bus. we just played a really fun game to get everyone wide awake for devotional #5. it is another sermon from the fabulous guardrails series by andy stanley of northpoint church. you can click on this link http://www.northpoint.org/messages and then go to the guardrails series and listen to the second sermon "why can't we be friends?". and follow along with our devotional...
 

Guardrails: Why Can’t We Be Friends? {Andy Stanley} 

{you can watch this sermon online at http://www.northpoint.org/messages}
 
Friendships are powerful things. They’re great, but dangerous. You drop your guard with your friends. You become less careful. And as a result, you’re easily influenced, drawn toward the acceptance you find. Because of this vulnerability, it would be smart to develop some guardrails. It’s not an easy thing—but it might end up saving you from future pain.
 
Apart from your current family members, who are your closest friends? 
 
Were your parents protective of who you spent time with as a child? 
As you look back, are you glad they were protective?
 
Think about some of your greatest regrets. 
Were you in the company of friends or enemies?
 

Walk with the wise 

and become wise, 

for a companion of fools suffers harm. 

Proverbs 13:20 

 
How has this proverb been demonstrated in your life?
 
What are the two separate parts of this proverb... the promise and the warning?
 
While the idea of friendship is a great thing, what type of guardrails do you need to construct in this area of your life?
 
What is one tangible, intentional way you can practice “walking with the wise”?
 
Do any of these sound familiar when it comes to your friendships?
 
1. It dawns on you that your core group isn’t moving in the direction you want your life to be moving. (yes or no)
 
2. You catch yourself pretending to be someone other than who you really are. (yes or no)
 
3. You feel pressure to compromise. (yes or no)
 
4. You hear yourself saying, “I’ll go, but I won’t participate.” (yes or no)
 
5. You hope the people you care about most don’t find out where you’ve been or whom you’ve been with. (yes or no)
 
Constructing the necessary guardrails in a relationship/friendship is painful. Pray about the guardrails that God may be whispering to you about today...
 

devotional #4

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we are missing the two of our gals tonight... they are heading to maryland for the national history fair! cara won her school's fair, then the district fair, and now on to nationals. so proud of her. but we sure are missing her and her mom.

we are settled into the hotel for our last night... handing out awards and having devotional time in small groups. so gather your small group around you and have your own little devo time. 

 

 4) THE LAST WILL BE FIRST

 
i read that in a book somewhere. a really really Good Book.
 
and in this case, it refers to the ten commandments. yeah, those ten commandments. 
 
remember commandment #1... I AM THE LORD THY GOD
 
yeah, that one seems really important. kind of central to the whole deal.
 
notice how they start with 4 commandments regarding how we are to honor God. 
 
then the last 6 represents our dealings with others. 
 
starting with the first relationship we ever know... our relationship with our parents. 
 
which leads us right into “do not murder” (must be because the second relationship we will know is the one with our siblings, thus the need for the murder rule) and then onto our relationship with our spouse, honoring them with our faithfulness. and then the last three are our relationships with those around us. respecting their lives and loving them as we love ourselves. all 10 leading to lives that honor God, that give us the BEST chance at living life the way He created it to be lived... leading to lives that are truly free...
 
so let’s look at poor little last #10 (because the last will be first... now where did i hear that? oh yeah, in the title of this lesson. and the Bible.)
 
#10 thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s anything... (a little paraphrasing here because we are friends). 
 
seems a little less important. doesn’t it than all those commandments about murder, lying, stealing? we call #10 by many names: covet, desire, jealousy, or envy. whatever. how could a little envy be so bad that it made the top ten? wouldn’t dressing like lady gaga be worse than a little envy? wouldn’t singing along with justin bieber get you in that top ten no-no’s list? but nope. envy slides in as the last... but is it the least?
 
envy is the american way. it is the basis of every commercial you see (and you see hundreds of advertisements a day). so what is wrong with a little of the green eyed monster (which was a phrase that shakespeare made up to describe jealousy)? everyone is “going green” these days. who could deny us all a little envy? i mean look at all there is to envy! can’t we be indulged with a little bending of # 10 ... how important could that last little commandment be?
 
ummm, remember who gave us these commandments? GOD. THE LORD. the One who happens to like the “least of these”. the One Who likes to do things a bit backwards sometimes (like send a helpless baby to be a Savior and King of Kings). the One who said things like...
 

luke 16:10 

"Whoever can be trusted with very little 

can also be trusted with much, 

and whoever is dishonest with very little 

will also be dishonest with much.”

 
still think #10 is a throw away commandment? well, you may want to think again. 
 
envy is the starting point of breaking ALL of the other commandments. the gateway to being enslaved. and it is oh so hard to avoid. it is a sin of the mind (that might lead to action). and a sin of the heart. not trusting that God is God and that He can decide what we need. putting ourselves and our selfish desires before God’s Ways and His provision. 
 
when we envy we are really thinking in a prideful way. thinking of ourselves over our neighbor. WE should have that. WE should be that way. WE are lacking in something that WE DARN WELL NEED TO MAKE US HAPPY! God hasn’t given us enough (ungratefulness). then of course that all leads to idolatry. worship of things given over the worship of the Giver. and we don’t love others. we just love their stuff. or their looks. or what they can do for us. or what we might be able to get from them.
 
so the least and last of the commandments is really quite important. basic. the one on which all of the other ones rest. isn’t that just like God? 
 
got envy? then you will have every other commandment broken... give it time.
 

james 3: 16 

For where you have envy and selfish ambition, 

there you find disorder and every evil practice.

 
and envy isn’t going away any time soon. in fact it is going to get worse as time goes on...
 

2 timothy 3:1-5 

But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— having a form of godliness but denying its power. 

 
there aren’t any commandments that can be broken and you won’t end up breaking all of them. sigh. don’t ask me how i know... 
 
that is why there is a Savior who was perfect in every way. that is why there was a cross and a sacrifice. and grace to cover us all. all of us who envy, who lie, who steal, who curse, who cheat, who murder, who dishonor our parents... in other words. everyone of us.
 

romans 7:24-25 

What a wretched man I am! 

Who will rescue me from this body of death? 

Thanks be to God—

through Jesus Christ our Lord!

 
 

what do all these photos have in common?

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they were all selected to prove that allison WAS on the trip. for her mom. and brother. and grandmother. because they are blog readers and it came to my attention (via twitter) that allison had not been featured yet. and i wanted her to know that she is alive and well. and not even sunburned. i just checked on her. no worries.

our day in the sun...

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it was a beautiful day on virginia beach. first we rented surrey bikes. some of the kids were a little skeptical of this... but every one ended up having a great time.
 
matt n. this is for you!
 
 
the water was chilly and the sand was hot. i ate lunch with the super coolest group of middle school boys ever! i think that everyone had a wonderful day...
 
 
 
we are on the bus heading to smithfield, nc. for the night. actually we are inching out way to north carolina. we have hit a little friday afternoon traffic. it might be nap time on the bus for a few hours. don't bloggers deserve a little nap after keeping up with middle school boys all day?
 
i would now like to mention that while i was typing all this up, i heard mrs. pam talking about her WONDERFUL seafood lunch with the high school girls. again, i am struggling with the tenth commandment. i am coveting her seafood lunch. sigh. i think i will close my eyes and have some confessional prayer time before nap time. 

just because these are sweet photos...

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from devotional time last night. and some are of things not so devotional in nature. but entertaining nonetheless... and fairly typical of a bunch of youth. late at night. 
 
                          
 

devotional #3

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 tonight the juniors went for their special dinner with mrs. pam. and todd. and mrs. becky. and grady. not that i am jealous or anything like that. it is just that i don't know what i have to do to get in on that sweet gig because they always go to a fancy smancy restaurant. while for the fourth year in a row, the blogger went with all the other kids for another fast food experience that her 42 year old digestive system doesn't need.
 
the above paragraph was brought to you in the hopes that you do not grow weary of praying for us... and our digestive sysyems.
 
so now we are back at the hotel and the kids and chaperones are all doing their devotional for the day... so it is time for you to do yours also... you will set a good example for the youth if you do your devotional as well. 
 

3) WHY BOUNDARIES? WHY RULES?


really, why do we need them? well, not because of sin. remember from yesterday’s devotional that they were there in the garden. so they were part of the “it is good” creation.

boundary... anything that indicates a fixed limit or extent. a “this is as far as you should go” sign. “no trespassing”. “private property. trespasses will be shot”. “do not cross this line or else”. “abandon all hope, ye who enter here”. “no little sisters allowed in this room”. yeah, i saw that one a lot growing up. i also made a couple of those signs...

so why all the boundary lines? why rules? why do we need limits? ummm, have you met us... and by "us", i mean ME and most likely YOU too...

God gave boundary lines in the old testament to keep His people where He wanted them. where they would flourish. where they would know freedom. He has a lot of specific things to say about NOT MOVING THE BOUNDARY LINES. He talks about it a lot in the Old Testament. guess they were a lot like you and me. we like to move us some boundary lines. just a little inch. or mile. or into the next county.

the ten commandments are just another form of boundary lines. God was showing His people that they were to stay NOT in a physical place to be in His best place for their lives... but in a MORAL and SPIRITUAL place to be in His best place. they show the way that God created this world to work. we can take those boundary lines with us wherever we go in the world. and still be in fellowship with Him. He is all about giving us His best (He gave us Jesus didn’t He?) and the commandments tell us how to do this life the way it works BEST. freedom wasn’t found in being only in physical boundaries... but inside the spiritual boundaries that keep our heart, mind, and soul free!

boundaries are all about staying within THE BEST AREA. all about freedom. the commandments literally are the FREEDOM RULES. live within them and you will know freedom. obedience always leads to freedom. going beyond the boundary lines always leads to slavery. maybe it doesn’t seem that way at first. but give it time and  believe a lie and that will lead to slavery. and slavery always leads to sin. to idolatry. to worshipping something other than God. slavery leads to selfishness. selfishness is always very enslaving. and unsatisfying. and downright death in the long run. though it does feel good for a while... sin always is fun in the short run. but it will take you further than you want to go. and then it will turn on you and mock you for going so far. and then introduce you to its best friends, guilt and shame. they like to hang out together.

God established boundary lines. and then He told us about them. and then He left us with a choice. actually a couple of choices. one choice is whether we live within those boundary lines or not. whether we live in freedom or slavery. your choice.

the second choice is our attitude toward those boundary lines...

we choose how we see them. as a prison wall or a playground fence.

if we choose to see them as a prison wall, we will always be looking for a way out. we will stand at the wall, look over it and yearn to be outside. we will be miserable even if we never get out. and if we get out... well, we will learn the hard way that satan lies about the “good life” being out there in the wilderness. in the land of slavery. there is no safety outside of the boundaries. just a bunch of wandering slaves.

but if we think of boundaries as a playground fence, then we will be thankful for them. thankful for the safety they offer from the lion walking around outside of them looking for someone to devour. thankful for all the super fun playground equipment on the inside (who doesn’t love a good swing and slide?) we will run and play and be free within the safe boundaries of His love.

psalm 16:6 

The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; 

surely I have a delightful inheritance.


true story... someone once did an experiment with school children. they had a large unfenced area for them to play in outside at recess. and the kids all clustered together  and played in a small area in the middle. then they fenced in the large area. and the kids all ran around the entire area. enjoying their freedom. with boundaries. because they now felt safe.

we were created by God to need boundaries around our freedom. and He gave them to us in the form of the the 10 commandments. the FREEDOM RULES. inside those commandments is life, peace, safety, joy, freedom, and room to play and run.

psalm 119:45

I will walk about in freedom, 

for I have sought out your precepts (commands).


pull out your Bible and read all of psalm 119 today. let me give you a little warning...it is the longest psalm. and the longest chapter in the Bible. and it is all about david praising the law. he is really loving him some commands. he is downright charismatically enthusiastic about God’s instructions. i have NEVER heard of anyone loving commands and boundaries as much as david. maybe that is why God called david “a man after my own heart”. no one else got that commendation from God. not moses. not abraham. not even a disciple. NOT EVEN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! of course no one else spent so many verses going on and on and on about how much they LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE the law. hmmmm, maybe david was on to something with his effusive lovin’ of the law...

choose one of the verses to write here. and pray for just a smidge of the love that david had for the law. pray that you will feel a little bit friendlier to the law today... because it leads to freedom...
 
 
 

another great day...

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this morning started with a concert in a gymnasium full of disabled adults. a wonderful experience (and again, no photos of the clients allowed). but i did get some photos of the kids during the sing along portion sharing some rhythm instruments with the wonderful people in the crowd. at the end one of the men came up to the piano and sang all three verses of "the battle hymn of the republic" so loud and proud. 
 
and then lunch at an outdoor mall. yay. chipotle. yum. 
 
after lunch we headed to the v.a. hospital. once we arrived we learned that our contact person was on vacation for a week and our concert was not in "the red book". uh oh. but after a little scrambling, they found a place for us to set up and wheeled in the nicest group of veterans to listen to us. 
 
and isn't that like life? we make plans. we think WE have it all set up. and then God shows us that He has it all set up and that it is a bit different (or totally different) than we thought. and it is better. and it is beautiful in a way that we had never pictured in our own little mind.
 
side note...while i was in the v.a. hospital hallway, one man did ask me where the room was where all the pretty girls were singing. i found him a seat in the front row. he was very grateful.
 
after the concert we sang a few patriotic songs. as we sang the national anthem, one of the men (later we would learn that his name was "turkey" and he was from moultrie, ga) saluted during the entire song.
 
 
then we had the men and women raise their hands to indicate which branch of the military they served in as we honored them with applause and then sang the theme song for each branch of the military.
 
finally, the kids spent some time circulating and listening to some of the veteran's stories...
 
 
 
isn't that what we all want? someone to listen to out story. someone to stop what they are doing, to lean over us, to hold our hand, and to listen to our story...
 
the kids heard of years spent as prisoners of war. of women who waited for their men to come home. stories of ultimate sacrifices. all in the name of freedom.
 
the name of this choir tour is freedom rules. those men and women paid a high price to make sure that freedom does rule in this country. most of them were most likely just a little older than some of our youth when they left homes and families, sweethearts and friends, comfort and security... to fight for our freedom. for our comfort. for our security. for our freedom to be there today and to sing the songs we sang. 
 
when pam got back on the bus she said that she could sit down and cry for an hour. would our kids ever realize how blessed they are? how that generation of men and women had given up so much for our freedom? could they even catch a glimmer of their stories and let them sink into their teenagery hearts and souls and resonate on how precious and precarious our freedom is? how important it is? and will continue to be? would any of them be willing to make that sacrifice? for freedom to rule. 
 
we listened to their stories. isn't that what God wants us to do for our neighbor? to hear their story. and then tell them our story... and our story is really just a piece of God's story. of His ultimate sacrifice. of all that He gave for our freedom. 
 
 
may the price of our ultimate freedom... God's ultimate sacrifice on the cross... be visible here and in our lives as well... 

some more of my favorite moments...

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running into old friends at a lunch stop.
 
this is aaron walker. son of robert (bobby) and alicia walker. former fbc members. he was on a youth choir trip to virginia also (great youth groups think alike) and he saw our fbc bus and came right over because he KNEW that there were some people on our bus that he would know... he is a smart boy. i am sure he got it from his mother's side.
 
 
 
michael finding a girl who understands him. 
 
 
seeing teenagers glorify God together. i once heard that the definition of adolescence is "when you are filled with self-consciousness and lacking in self-awareness." and one of the reasons for this mission trip is to try to make these teens a bit less self-conscious and a bit more aware of themselves and the world around them and the impact that they could have on the world around them IF they get over themselves and join into the work that God has prepared for them to do...
 
 
i know that the Bible says that "blessed are the feet that bring good news" but i really think that there should be a verse that says "blessed are the hands that bring good music". i could not get over the way the hands of this 95 year old woman spoke to me. they spoke of every note she had ever played. the joy of music. music shared. in this day of ipod and headphones and music being a thing that isolates us sometimes... when it has such power to bring us together. and to connect us in powerful ways. no matter how old or young we are. perhaps music makes us all the same age.
 
 
and speaking of the same age... and the same expression. who knew catie and lee looked so alike...
 
 
and don't worry... no middle school boys were injured while this photo was being taken. as for after this photo was taken... i cannot say what occurred. what happens on choir tour stays on choir tour.
 
 
i love the spontaneous joy of these youth. how an empty parking lot becomes a playground. and after three concerts they have the energy to run and jump and scream!
 
 
and i love that ryan made me take 643 photos of him catching that ball. well, after the 523rd photo, i didn't really "love" it that much.
 
 
and i love these smiling faces. these beautiful faces. in a world very full of mean girls i love knowing that there is an oasis of friendship that exists. where there is the Spirit of God... there is love.
 
 
 
as we visited these wonderful caring places for disabled adults or children, i kept repeating this one verse from isaiah 42:3 which is also found again in the new testament in matthew 12:20
 
(this is from the new living translation)

He will not crush the weakest reed

or put out a flickering candle.

Finally He will cause justice to be victorious.

 
sometimes i cannot see His kindness... but i trust it is there. He will not crush the weakest reed. He will not put out the candle with even the tiniest of sparks. He will cause justice to be victorious. one day. not today. but the day will come. finally. what a wonderful word to end that verse with. finally He will right all of the wrongs. finally. i trust Him enough for that. 
 
so this morning, i look up to see the hebrew meaning of some of those words in that verse. and i found something really interesting. "weakest" also means "brokenhearted". and if there was ever anything that breaks my heart, it is seeing some of the things that we see on this trip. and "reed" can also mean a writing device (seems they once wrote with reeds instead of keyboards). so He will not shatter the heart of the writer either. seems that the reason the Holy Spirit kept whispering the verse to me was not only to encourage me that He will one day justly restore all the wrongs and heal all of the diseases that plaque us in this fallen world... but He is also upholding the one who is writing all of this down for all of you. and whatever little spark of the divine that is in anything that we do... He will not quench that spark. amazing. comforting. and so like Him.